Sad...

Peter is walking on the street, he's just left from her ex-girlfriend's engagement ceremony..Mary, her name, decided to marry her benefactor-Richards because he's been helping her family several times and he's been Mary's friend when they were young; although Peter can't accept her decision, he knows Mary's also loved Richards eventhough they're far away for long times..Because of this shock, Peter coudn't do his job well when he received the invititation; he used to think if he tried his best, he could make her love again!!..

-I hope you'll be happy forever!!

When he talked this sentence with Mary and Richards, his heart was hurtful as if he'd been killed right now..He tried to smile to show them that he could continue his life without Mary..

...Wind's blowing up...Peter feels so cold but he doesn't care about it. The taste of Queen's Bakery makes him remember the day he met Mary:

Autumn 2004, 12a.m, Peter went to Queen to buy his dinner..The project which was finished by him an dhis assitant was succesful and now, he could return to his free time and wait for the next projection..When Peter stept into the bakery, he realized that only a woman was in; she got a blond curly hair and her face was so beautiful but she didn't smile:

-The chef will be back! -She said- would you like some coffe? It's cold and i think you have to wait for an hour!

And they talked as friends although they didn't know each other. Her name was Mary and today was her birthday but her parents live very far from her so they couldn't celebrate with her; in addition, the chef was her friend so he made a delicious cake for her..Peter was really expressed by Mary, her smile was so bright like sunshine summer.

..And they were friends from that day. Peter was office chief of computer graphics and Mary was an artist; when Peter had free times, he always went to Mary's house and helped her to cook; sometimes they also discussed about their plans..And in 2005, Mary accepted to be Peter's girl-friend..They had a good time together and Mary vistied Peter's mom; his dad'd died before he wen to primary school and his mom was very delighted when Peter introduces his girl-friend to her. The relationship between Mary and his mom was very good and she recognized Mary like her daughter-in-law..! But in Jan 2006, Richards appeared and in that year, Mary's parents faced many dificulties about insurance and so on..Richards helped Mary while Peter was in Intaly..

"I will marry Richards! Please Forgive me! He really needs me!"

"I know"..

"Bittersweet memories

That is all I'm taking with me.

So goodbye, please don't cry.

We both know I'm not what you, you need

.And I will always love you.

I will always love you."

Whiney Houston' song is turned on from the music shop; Peter wants to cry but he can't. His childhood was usually anguishing and he overcame all of them....Looking up the sky, Peter breaks into a smile~:"I will always miss you!"

Declaring my feelings with....

The first time we met was on Friday, it was also my first class in Singapore. And the first person who I saw was Nicolas, not you..Satya put me to sit between you and Mai, i felt so sad and tired because I'd cried in front of Amy's eyewitness before i joined our class. The first impression about you was: you seemed to be interested in computer and hand phone but I didn't care. At that time, I missed my family so much, especially my mom and you know, because of you i thought almost we could use hand phone during the class cause when Satya taught, you were using your phone..And I think you don't remember the first statemetn you said to me, you said:"Excuse me!", however, it was low that i can't hear your 'permission'. In addition, Satya took me to sit next to Helen later so I think it was the first and also the last time i sat next to you...

The following days were so boring, my family returned to Vietnam and i have to get used to new life in new country..I have friends here, too; they're so fun, optimist and generous..Sometimes i feel so lonely, iI really need someone who is close to me and can make me smile when I'm sad..I remembered when Satya asked if we liked Chinese, i said 'No' and your eyes were so funny at this time, I didn't want to make you sad, i just didn't like the government and especially when I said I could go out with another boy if I had boy-friend...Am I sensitive???!!

Before I wen to Singapore, I'd promised myself that i wouldn't love until I finish my study but I can't..I fall in love again eventhough I hate the man who liked hip-hop, his style's so fashionable and loves electronis too much (like my younger brother); I don't know why.. When you smile, my mind's so delighting but I like looking at you when you're thinking of something in spite of disgusting thinngs ^-^... It's so strange, isn't it?! I asked my best friend about my feelings and she said:" Don't worry, it's just the temporary feelings! You'll forget him if you meet another boy!"..She added I didn't like you because I never talk with you..I used to agree with her but unexpectedly, my feeling's growing bigger and bigger...Once I marked your practical test accidentally, sorry, i have to tell the truth: Your hand writing's not good and some words I couldn't read...And last friday, you marked my sheet, I felt nervous if you regcognise my hand writing; cause I'm the person who wrote in your notebook! Yes, it's me!!

..And when I heard that only me, Ace and Helen who will continue the next course, I was unhappy and the next friday may be the last day I meet you like classmates...Time never waits for us..

....One day, Satya decorate our classroom again and the most surprise was your seat was opposite to mine..I used to can't stand concentrating to the lessons because when I looked up, I saw you. Luckily, I tried to study and thought of my daddy's anger, i came back myself.. I like your smile and your voice...

I'm scared to be alone. I'm afraid of seeing off somebody who has been with me for a long time..I think I will cry on the last day...Tears..

Shy..I used to be refused by the boy whom I studied with at the 7th grade..Disappointed..I really want to declare my feelings with you although I know the answer from you...My brain is not good, I really scared the day I will forget you, our classmates and Satya~!...

And If you don't like me, it's so OK,..Cause this is the life, i have to deal with it!!

PRAY TO GOD..

I'M NOT CATHOLIC!!

P/S:

People say you give someone a yellow rose if you love one-side, and you give the white rose if you love him/her quietly..

..I give you the yellow and the white ones...

My Job...?!

I've been the waitress for 1 year..Waitress, i used to want to be the manager of the restaurant but when i get this job, i changed my mind:'Before you are the boss, you have to study how to become a servant'; everything in the world is not easy so you have to try to get your success!!..

..Everyday i have to be at the restaurant at 6.30 to clean the floor with the others and later we have to wait for the first customer, we are not allowed to sit even the restaurant don't have customer. Since 8.00, all waitor and waitress have served many clients with our best; my duty is take note the clients' request and introduce some special dishes; if they accept, i will get more tips (^-^!!)..To be a waitress, beside your health is good, you should practise smiling and more imperturbable when you talk with patrons..Before i'm the good waitress now, i've broken down a lot of glasses and i wasn't given the first salary, oops, hope someone who want to find job will be careful in the first working day!!!

...When i feel so tired, i just want to sit for a few minutes but i can't, i always get ready to serve and if i make a little bit problem, i will be docked wages; i think it's so difficult and you have to be responsible with it...

The important things that you need are: honesty, responsibility, punctuality and helpful! If you have all these, you can become a best waitress during you're studying how to do good work! And if the boss scolds you, don't answer back or do something to prove he/she's wrong.. (If he/she's very exaggerated, quit your job right now and look for the other!!)

Teacher day~!

Teacher day…
The day all students respect their teacher..In Vietnam, on Teacher Day, students usually buy flowers for their teacher and visit them to do something which is fun in teacher’s house; on that day, teacher and student will celebrate a party or tell each other about their study, their work..
Teacher’s always the person who students love after their parents, teachers teach us everything which is really useful for our future but sometimes we don’t remember them and think whatever they did is wrong…Teacher day..Other than memorize happy things, it’s also the chance to apologize that you did with your teacher…
Teacher Day..
Hope you more happy, always smile and get good news from your students, Amy!!
I can’t buy flowers or something which is beautiful, but I can say you’re always in my heart to be the good teacher that i'll never forget!!

Hot or Not????

Frankie, a 16 year-old boy, was an extremely hilarious; he always did more things that he thought it was very fun day after day..Although his face was not cool, he had a hunk body and his eyes were very vivid..Everyday, he helped his tyrant mother to look after his ignorant father; noone knew this true because Frankie didn't want to show the sad life, he only thought his fortune was put in his hand and he could change it that noone could stop...After the boring time, he went out in the town and bought butter-bread for his lunch and dinner; then, he ran to the bank of the river to listen to music from a nomad who he'd never known; he stayed there for a half hour and found some new funny games to cheat some tyrant earls...Until his tummy started to play drum, he came back home and burden the ill-treat from 'green-eyed monster' mother...Poor~!

One day, Frankie bought a bread as usual, he met an old man who lokked wobbly and feeble; he gave it for the old man and walked to the river:

-Hold on, young man!

Frankie turned back

-Thank you, dear! If you had a wish, would you want to be more drop-dead gorgeous or...

-oh, i don't need the wish! The thing i want right now is having a delighted mother and a butter-bread for my dinner! Good bye! Be careful with insolent kids from Bobbs!

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..Lying on the grass, Frankie was so delighted because of soft music by the nomad. He sang, suddenly:

-Excuse me, have you ever met this puppy?

Frakie couldn't talk, his mouth couldn't close anymore, too.. A girl with a beautiful face and her body was extremely sizzling hot and her tones were round and juicy..He must be in love..

-This...oh, sorry! I don't notice everything in here when i take a nap! But, i can help you, don't worry..

-Oh, thank you! That puppy is belonged to my young lady! She will kill me if i don't find him~!

And Frankie stopped his slumber to help the pretty girl whose name was Rossie..They talked too much about their life, and Frankie realize Rossie's life was the same as his: her dad was a chef in Bake Earl but he was naggy man who always hit his wife and children. Unlucky Rossie had to be maid and didn't to be given a chance to study; Farey, Rossie's young lady was a skeletal girl with horrendous face and she was very stupid...Luckily, they finally find the puppy and Frankie went back home with a happy feeling...

-Mom, i'm home! I'll cook..

-No, my boy! Cooking is my duty, you should take a shower and remember to back home on time!

Frankie didn't believe this is your mother, she was so sweet and..she cooked the meal, not him..And his father, he was baking a cake as if he never were ill, his attitude was vibrant and he talked too much...Frankie's dream was really coming true...

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Weird..

At that time, in a small house:

-Where's my dinner?!

An awful voice...

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The story started from here..

..To be continue..

Lonely...

'Show me the meaning of being lonely', a song by Backstreet Boys that i usually listen to when i feel lonely~! When i was young, i felt so frightened if my daddy didn't stand beside me and since a day i've gone to Singapore, the fear is growing up bigger and bigger; I really need a 'close' person to share with me everything, help me to be more confident and make me smile everyday...I have friend in Singapore but she has her personal life and i can't follow her when we go out.. I feel so uncomfortable while I'm going for a walk with her..and her boy-friend!..They're a cute couple and only me, the loner 4ever!!!!... (So hurt!)

..I really the the crook of one's amrs, i want to cry when i'm be with this person; I mean this is the first time i need a boy-friend who is the close-friend at this time..My friend, she has her own life and me too..

..lonely is the worst feelings..I never want to live with this emotion but ..Dream never comes true..Scare...Tears..

A trip...

Yesterday i had a trip with two friend who i've never met before, one's from China and one's from Indonesia..I was so nervous when i met a strange person but that feelings disappeared; ChaoFan, Bryan and me became farmilar with each other as soon as; we met three people and learned more interesting things from them...^ ^!!

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First, we met a man who came from Nigeria, he was so friendly to accept our suggestion to interview him; he said he was a bussiness man and he came to Singapore to make a suvey. That man just stayed in Singapore for a week so we made a question for him about Singapore: he liked Chinese, Malay and Indian food and he love Singapore because he thought it was a beautiful city with friendly citizens and the important thing was Singapore was very clean..He was so impressed about this!! The last question we wanted to know was what he was doing in Raffles Plaza and he said he just wanted to look at something ans especially, window shopping...!!

The second man was a man from Nigeria, too. He was going with his friend but he also gave a few time to be interviewed. And so surprised cause he was a business man and stayed in Singapore for a week like the first man who we'd met before.. This man preferd fast food to the other food, he loves KFC, Mc Donalds..v..v..He shared that Singapore was a nice city with hospitable people and may be he wanted to come back (I guess if he can!!^-^)

The third person was an old Singaporian woman..However, Bryan wanted to interview a pretty girl but she refused so Chaofan and iI decided that 'pretty' old woman.. She was light-hearted when we asked her..That old woman said it was not expensive for all things in Singapore but only a few in this plaza ( I think it's cheap with her but it's a huge thing with an oversea student from a developing country like Viet Nam!)..She was going shopping by herself and she was happy when she met Chao Fan who came from China..We refered to which food she liked best and she said to us she liked eating everything!! She loved Sentosa and went there once a week to relax and enjoyed her spare time. The last thing was she could speak English but she couldn't write it...

We finished our homework and went home after we'd picked up the full of information..We took a few picture to memorize our trip..

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A nice day..

^-^

The Wish...

When you get trouble and can't deal with it, you always wish something and hope it comes true. It may be the fantasy that makes you have more confident to face to difficult..With me, the wish is a means that i can lean in and maybe the serious thing will be temporarily settled down ..If i had a wish, i 'd return to start again my life, to solve problems that i used to do in the past..I know it can't be happen because the life is the life, it can't be turned upside-down by stupid mind..It's just the wish...

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But i think the wish can come true if you believe you can try, except this is the wish that be connected with something's is impossible, like wars, control environment... You want to be a successful businessman, you have to learn more things, take part in more projects...It can be failed in the first time but the next time, you can try again and take a little bit success...

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And I, i have the wish..It is my family and my future..I hope they're alway standing beside me and share with me every happiness or roughness; especially my daddy..I can't stand to live without him..I'm scared the day he will 'stay away' from me, forever, i don't want to think about it..

..And my future, it's not my wish, it's my destiny..I have to be more confident..Always know where is my best way and right choice to have the happy life... May be when i finish this english couse, i will tell something...with ...

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Youth is the most beautiful stretch of road in our life, why i can't try if i have a chance....

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People say that when you want to be alone, it's the time you're really lonely..

It's not forever..but...

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I wish...

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If I were a boy~!

If i were a boy, the first thing i want to do is: I would get my parents to change my name! To be the boy, i think i have to face to many challenges in my life more than before...I wouldn't be softly treated and play dolls anymore. I had to study harder and take more activities to get more knowledge about life and human..To be Girl or Boy, it may be diffenrent but i think it's the same..The same thing...Girls have their own ways and the boys have their heavy responsibilities..They can't go on the same way, they just meet in the corner and realize each other..That's called "Corners to Love".. It can be the difficult thing that you should get over and if i were a boy, i had to be the first person to solve problems and help the girls when they need to be helped...A good boy is a person who always do the best thing for him or for his family..He can't protect or love his girl-friend if he 's scared to deal with danger!! I want to protect my Family and my lover and do anything that i can to grow up our life!! The life may be not the pink color but you can change if you really want to.. With me, to be boy is not the easy thing that you can give up your housework, you should learn how to do it yourself!

I used to want to be a boy when i was eight years old but now, i just want to be myself, a real girl. I can be the normal girl but i'm proud for everything that i've done...I didn't give to do something that i used to think i couln't overcome, such as Swiming, Math... and now, i won't give up and go on advancing up!!

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Don't want to be the other..

..Be Yourself...

Boring but fun!!

I felt so tired today..My head got hurt as if someone was hitting it, i wanted to vomited when i came back home after class..Oh, my bed! My beautiful bed! I just wanted to slept all night but impossible. I had to go go Sim Lim Square to buy something for my daddy...My friend was tired, too; i think the reason caused my headache was the bad weather in Singapore and the disguting blog by Jackie!

Oh, my god!!! Why?! I thought i shouldn't read his story that he had posted in his blog, i wanted to killed myself right now..Oh.., why me~! The horrible thing was Jackie said that he knew the boy who i fell in love and he will tell this truth..Oh, Jackie, sorry, but you'll never know the true thing and the biggest secret that i was holding...I knew this feelings was not the good result and making it come true wasn's possiple..It never happen~! I believe that! The first boy ,who i liked when i was in the 7th grade, didn't like me cause at that time he was following the other girl ...I was so disapponited as if the earth was blowing up..But luckily, the other boy liked while i was falling out of love..Oh, poor on him! I dumped him and felt happier than before..Ha ha~!! Since that day, when i saw the boy who i used to like, i just wanted to attack him and shout:'Ugly boy' but i coulnd't..Shy~! (HUHU)

In my class today, we had a small party to Helen's birthday..Oh, the cake was so delicious but i didn't like cake. I felt tired of this one when i was given this by someone..I prefer ice-cream~! Sorry!

My second love...Should i hide my feelings or tell him what i was thinking about him?! I was scared the day my daddy know the man who i like is a foreigner...I will be scolded, turned out from my house and never turned back!

Tomorro i will read my favoriter book and chat with my friend..Time's so long~!

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Aries

That's my constellation~!

See ya~!

My Story

Far away, in the forest, there were a goat tribe! They were mankind who had head from human but the body from Goat, just like sphinx..They had lived for a long times, noone knew their survival, people thought that goat-man was a imagination, like mermaid..Goat-man had a wonderful life, they also worked like human, got married with the woman in the tribe. But this woman must be gay, according to Goat-man, gay was the woman who got the goat head and the human body...Many years had gone by, four season doesn't change and the custom also were like before ...But, one day...

Jackie, a handsome goat-man. He was the best 'man' in his generation, he always helped the poors and everyone who got difficult; he was also the best student in his school because of his good marks and excellent essays that he did..After his graduation, He was chosen to become a husband of the best beautiful 'goat-woman-gay', Loren, who was the semister's daughter. But Jackie didn't want to get married with Loren; he didn't love her and didn't want to follow the tribe's rule; he used to hear about human and his dream was getting married with human.. Jackie's grand father was so angry because of his decesion, his grand mother feel so sorry and she wanted to killed herself cause she didn't bring him up and allowed him to read too many books about human and see many posters of pretty girl from his grandfather's bookshelf...

Jackie was depressed. The day before the betroth day, Jackie decided to meet his grand father and told him about his way :"I'm so sorry, grand! I can't marry the 'wom..' who i don't like, i want to go on my way. I want to choose my correct way not your way and the true love belongs to me!'. After that, his grand father accepted but Jackie must promise he never went back his village and forgot his family..forever...

That night, Jackie was helped by his friend, Ace; Jackie escaped from the village and the worst wedding with Loren. He never turned back his village then he got over many difficulties, the hunters, demons and smiling-chicken; finally, Jackie met York, a ghost who like a bet game. Jackie must play a game with York to make a wish to be a real man.

Jackie had to pick up seven green gingers that made by Tyler, a talented dawrf. Luckily, he won this game by his impish skill during the last game he were playing with Ace. He had the wish, the perfect wish, a man was appearing in the mystery land and Jackie felt so happy as if he was born once in his life..

Getting off the forest, Jackie realized that human's life was not the same as his was. It was so different and harder...People talked in many language and their actions were extremely strange; they ate meat and everything they can, they read books and had best-brain that Jackie'd ever met before..Since the first day he stepped into the other life, he had to find his apartment and a job that he could live and did.. It had been the hardest time but Jackie was also praised to be a good man, he worked even on the weekend and studied everything too fast, a quick learner!! ...

And now, his present was better than that; Jackie got a shop and the bussiness got better and better. He had new friends, new relation but when someone asked his family, Jackie felt so sad and cried...Since a day he had a new life, he'd never met a woman who he truly fell in love with...The promise..the Swear...His Family...Jackie exchanged everything for his own way, he felt regretful and wanted to come back his village...

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On a summer day..

While Jackie was walking, he saw woman who was getting a trouble with her suitcase..He ran faster to help that woman:

- Let me help you!

-Oh, so thank you! You're so kind to help me! All the morning, noone helped me just like you! So generous!!..

Suddenly, Jackie heard a bell which was ringing in his head. The woman, she was the prettiest like a princess fromm the fairy tales..

-I'm Skatya, can you give me your name?

He was so nervous

-I..I..am..Jackie!

-Nice to meet you, Jackie!

Skatya smiled. Her teeth was so white and her hair was so long and brilliant black. Jackie finally fell in love!!...

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"Skatya~!"

Since the day he'd met Skatya, he felt shy and wanted to meet her again, just greeted her and invited her to have coffe..

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The door opened.

-Welcome..SKATYA!!

-Jackie!

Skatya was here, in his shop, she was going with her dog, Rick,...

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To be continued...

Fall in Love

Maybe i'm in love but..it's not clear! I think it's just my feelings..For a long times i 've never been love but now, the love is returning! It's so sweet! Sometimes it make me shy when i see him, i know i can't like him, my parents will not allow me to make a date with a person who are foreigner, especially he's a Chinese...That's is my thinking, i've never been kissed and never had a real boy-friend, it can be the disaster in my life! I am a teenager, i want to date just once but it's impossible. I can't talk with boy, because of my shyness! it must be the temporary feelings, it can be the illusion that i thought about it! i just think he's so handsome in that suits, his actions and his smile..My friend told me it could be the fantasy cause they think i'm just a girl, a little girl..My mind is not mature and now i have to study hard to get the higher diploma as soon as possiple.. i will think about it carefully, i won't take my feelings become the barricade that i can't get over and succes!

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'Love's like a wind

U can't touch it

But u can feel it..'

(A walk to remember)